how u know someone is the one u looking for??
tis is my experience n for me, it is my way to figure it out.
u feel comfortable when she's around, although without talking.
u try to think of topics to talk to, bt u juz couldn't speak it out.
can u imagine tat u r concentrade only on her when she's around.
u can hardly pay attention on others.
yea, i try to capture every movement she did.
every emotion she put on her face.
i'll close my eyes n imagine her motion, emotion, movement.
her smile, her helpless emotion, the way she talks, laughs, kept silence, trying to open her eyes while the wind is blowing hard.
the way she walks, hikes, swims, snorkels.
the way when she walks with wound on her feet,
well, i really feel sorry n sorrow when i saw her in tat condition.
i juz leave her to work on it alone. wat the fuck am i doing.
i miss the way she act tough.
'i can, i really can'
i dont knw. is tat the way she kept distance from me?
or she is juz act the way she are.
when u really pay attention on someone.
u cn really catch smal small movement n emotion she put.
at tis moment, she talks n laughs,
the nex second, u can see she's in sorrow especially when ppl talking bout her condition.
bt tis only last for seconds, the she come b alive. with smile on her face.
she might feel helpless, me either.
the 1st time i let her go alone, then she's in trouble.
y am i let her go alone?
y i didn't accompany her? SHIT.. F***
i juz not showing enuf sensitivity.
when u feel u juz not enuf protective to certain person,
when u only concentrade on that particular person,
when u try to protect the ppl.
when u feel empty when the one is not around.
i think, yeah, he/she is the one.
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