did i stand a chance??

That's what it is. we can't change it.
we just have to decide how we'll respond.
we cannot change the cards we are dealt, just how we play the hand.

and here is how i play mine.
well, i've been knew you for 1 year, 1 month, n 13 days.
but still, i've know not much about you.
is it i'm using the wrong method?
or i just not showing much sensitivity in this.

i admit i'm numb in this.
but i've try many ways to break through the 'ICE'
calling?? tats not an ideal way. i've done it b4, failed..

i knew that you won't be able to forget him easily.
you really fall in a deep love what.
he is doing great in understanding you.. haha

yeah, i don't expect to replace him easily.
i knew this would be a war, a tough war for me to handle.
what i want you to know is
no matter how hard you fall, no matter how sad you are,
i'm always there backing you up.

a year has passed by and this is how much i knew you.
i dont care spending 3 or 4 mor years to understand you.
you just worth it.
hopefully i can know a better you bits by bits.
provided that i'm given a chance to do so, right?

did i really stand a chance to do so??
i don't know.
like i said in the very beginning, you can't choose your card, it just how you dealt with it.
thinking positively, acting positively.
that's what i hold on to.

yeah.. i'm prepared for the worst situation.
come on and let me dealt with it.