running low in confidence..

11 hrs has passed.
plus 2 messages without reply..
and the people you know who is coming back.

i'm running low in confidence.

rumors said, u have to pay for what you want to have.
when i think i've done much,
when i think i've sacrificed,
the truth is, i never.

a year has passed,
did i show enough cares on you?
i thought i've did it. bt didn't met the par.

did i pay enough attention in understanding you??
NOOOOOOOO..

did i always be there when you needed some comfort???
mayb yes, but just a small portion.

what have i done over this past one year??
NOTHiNG.. Playing around..
just a like??

LIKE won't brings you anywhere, only those with the attention to understand will b rewarded.

over these past few days. i've think n think over n over..
and i realized that i really have done nothing for you..
at least for those i think i've done, maybe it is just some tiny things for you.

and now, if i have to grade myself, i'll give me a shit..
with a huge competitive, i'm done.

but still, i want to fight till the last drop of my blood.
the best man wins. this is what i believe in.